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PostSubject: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 2:28 pm

I've been making posts like this all across forums and social networks that I am a part of. It's just a message that could  go into the SN Community subforum, but I feel that it would be more at home with the "drama" of the flamewars, even though in no way am I trying to incite drama. 


I'm a relatively new member, and I can easily say that this site is like a second home. It's filled with nice people who give criticism where it is due, people who know how to have fun, and have a sense of humour, (lord knows that many forums don't *cough cough* Unfiction *cough cough*) and people who are just willing to say "Welcome to the forum". When I first started posting on here, I had my depression under control. I usually don't join communities unless I am actually feeling mentally well enough. Unfortunately the depression has just said "Fuck you and your dreams" and so have my parents. I've been ex-communicated from my family, I've just lost my job, and I'm just so sick of dealing with all of this bullshit. In a few minutes I'll probably have drank everything away, so yeah. I'll miss you guys.

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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 3:20 pm

Please be careful, loltics. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, as are every single one of us. 

You're in my thoughts, bro.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 3:49 pm

Please don't tell me you are doing what I think your doing?
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 6:11 pm

I figure I owe it to you guys to give an explanation. My parents kicked me out about three days ago, and stopped talking to me. I'd rather not tell the reasons why I was kicked out, it just has something to do with me being caught in bed with a member of the same gender. Oh wait, I sort of just spilled it. Whatever. So, I was living with my friend,  and a few minutes before I posted that I was informed that I was just laid off from where I work, which meant that because I had lost a job, and my family I had absolutely no money coming in. Yeah, I was ready to drink everything away, and maybe take a few too many Zoloft. 


I guess it was lucky for me to have him find me drowning my sorrows in bourbon. My friend, (Greg) pretty much saw the post I had made on my Facebook and left work, drove home and essentially held me as I sobbed. Very manly. 


In short, I haven't killed myself, and tomorrow I'm going to a therapist. I'm glad both of you guys cared enough to respond. 
Thanks.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 6:28 pm

lolitics wrote:
I figure I owe it to you guys to give an explanation. My parents kicked me out about three days ago, and stopped talking to me. I'd rather not tell the reasons why I was kicked out, it just has something to do with me being caught in bed with a member of the same gender. Oh wait, I sort of just spilled it. Whatever. So, I was living with my friend,  and a few minutes before I posted that I was informed that I was just laid off from where I work, which meant that because I had lost a job, and my family I had absolutely no money coming in. Yeah, I was ready to drink everything away, and maybe take a few too many Zoloft. 


I guess it was lucky for me to have him find me drowning my sorrows in bourbon. My friend, (Greg) pretty much saw the post I had made on my Facebook and left work, drove home and essentially held me as I sobbed. Very manly. 


In short, I haven't killed myself, and tomorrow I'm going to a therapist. I'm glad both of you guys cared enough to respond. 
Thanks.
No problem man,We are always here if you need to talk Smile .
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 6:33 pm

I won't say I know what you're going through. I do have an idea of how it feels to be shunned by family for not fitting into their definition of 'normal'. My dad found out about me and another person of the same gender and now has almost nothing to do with me. 

Like I said, I'm always available to talk to, man. You're not alone, and we'll always have your back.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 6:48 pm

The Doctor wrote:
I do have an idea of how it feels to be shunned by family for not fitting into their definition of 'normal'. My dad found out about me and another person of the same gender and now has almost nothing to do with me. 
I hate when family members do that. I was raised in a christian family but I started questioning my faith and one family member doesn't really like my beliefs/non-beliefs but it must worse when you are excommunicated by your family when your prefer the same gender than the different gender.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 7:01 pm

I'm tearing up now, it means a lot to have people that you've never met genuinely care about your well-being. This is without a doubt the best community on the internet. And, yeah... it's an issue, because where I live is smack in the middle of the "bible-belt" and so it's sort of difficult living here. 
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 7:09 pm

lolitics wrote:
I'it's an issue, because where I live is smack in the middle of the "bible-belt" and so it's sort of difficult living here. 
The "bible-belt" place sounds like a awful place to live in.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 7:30 pm

I'm from Northwest Ohio, so I can't say anything about living in the bible belt, but my family is from around there. I'm sorry, man. *hugs* 

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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 7:46 pm

Ah, yes, I lived in the bible belt. 
Honey, I don't care what you're parents say. You are you and you are great. We love you and we accept you just as you are. I can't speak for your parents, but I'm sure they still love you. They're just confused and don't know what else to do. Trust me, growing up in the bible belt myself, a lot of parents who have homosexual, bisexual, etc children all do things like this. And they still love their kids, but its been pounded into their heads that its wrong. Its not wrong.
We are all here for you. I know it hurts, but be strong. And we will help you be strong at anytime. 
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Sun Nov 10, 2013 8:04 pm

I thank you all for the kind words, and hopefully I can pull together and get a job soon. It shouldn't be too hard, given that I'm a young adult, and my previous job was one of minimum wage, so I'm not gonna be aiming too high, until I finish my studies. I love all of you guys, and I appreciate that you care. It means a lot to have a group of strangers just tell you "it gets better", as they don't have any reason to do it. Just out of the goodness of their hearts. 


I'm doing much better, hearing all the kind words from you guys, my Steam friends and my Facebook friends. You guys remind me that not everything in life sucks. Thanks. c:
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Mon Nov 11, 2013 4:52 pm

You'll pull through this mate, we're all here for you.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Tue Nov 12, 2013 10:04 am

I'm here for you, too. I'm sorry about what you're going through, and I just want you to know that no matter what happens in your life, it's never the end.

A very wonderful person told me a quote that makes me look upwards when I'm looking down.

"Everything's okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end."
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Tue Nov 12, 2013 10:58 am

Hang in there man! Don't give up! We are all here for you!
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Tue Nov 12, 2013 11:49 am

Yes, we're ALL here for you. Though I cannot pretend to understand what you're personally going through, I know it must be immensely difficult.

Just hang in there, my friend. We're here if you need to talk. Smile
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PostSubject: Re: I'm gone (Title too short)   Fri Dec 06, 2013 2:05 am

Why am I never here for this stuff?

Sorry mate, I hope your gettin' through it all, most all of SN if here for ya!
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