My Intro on me (Long time in the coming)

Well, naturally I'd go into some bull about how insane I am or something like that, but here's the truth: Everyone on the entire planet we call earth is mentally unstable. No joke. And just so all of you know, yes I am just a poor little fuck that lives his life miserably.
So, about me. I am just a guy, you know. Actually I am 13 almost 14 and in the 7th grade. I enjoy the most random things. I wear glasses, am lazy as heck, and apparently I have asperger syndrome. So yea, there's that stuff.
Everyone, and i mean EVERYONE, thinks I'm...weird. People at my school think I'm a pervert who needs to go die in a whole. That was a quote too. Really, I'm just a normal guy who wants to just live his life.
I am pretty much a self absorbed asshole who only thinks of others when it..well i guess when it helps me? I don't know. And I'm trying to work on that. It's hard, trust me.
I have seen the truth. The truth is all that i can see, really. But I'm still ignorant. I'm not kidding. My mind...I refuse to allow myself to accept the truth. I am in a constant state of denial, and always at war with myself. Lately in my head I've heard a voice saying 'Your a piece of shit, Archer, you need to die. You are just a little fuck that's gonna die alone. No one cares about you. I will be glad when you die. you should just take your own life.' But you know what? I strive from this minor...flaw. It, in a way, makes me stronger? Because it means that...it means that...
When i first heard of the slender man i didn't really know anything about him. But gradually i become OBSESSED with it. I just couldn't get it out of my mind. I still am. I draw pictures of it too. ALL THE TIME.
Well that's me. Hope this appeases the websites gods.

cant escape. It. EVER.

Welcome to the forums, erm, Archer. If that's what you wish to be called.

Hearing your story, I can tell you this. Every human being who has ever lived is unique; even you. It may not feel that way, but it's true. I've been called names before, told me I was boring or stupid or things like that. Believe me when I say that the voices in your head are wrong, and that you aren't a piece of anything but a human being, you need to live, and people do care about you.

karmasixxofsn wrote:

cant escape. It. EVER.

I don't know if you're posting in-character or not with this bit, so if you are I just want to let you know that we don't encourage that here, unless it's an RP.

If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here and so are many people on this forum, including the mods and admins.

Welcome to the forums Archer. As Steven said, we and the other staff members are always here if you need us. The people who insult you and are cruel to you are likely envious of something about you; looks, intellect, a certain skill. And even if that's not true, they're not worth your time and energy thinking about.

That said, welcome to the forum! You won't find anyone like that here, and I hope you'll feel comfortable.

Welcome to our little corner of the internet. You'll find many good people here, just as I have. Relax and enjoy yourself here!

Welcome, welcome! As everyone has said, there's a lot of good people here. You're not going to get crap unless you give crap. Just be excellent to everyone and we will be excellent in return.

G-glow text... what is this sorcery?

EDIT: I HAVE MASTERED THE SECRETS OF THE UNIVERSE!

Etreo wrote:

G-glow text... what is this sorcery?

EDIT: I HAVE MASTERED THE SECRETS OF THE UNIVERSE!

LMFAO We are tha masters of the universe!

Just checked the comments...thank you. But my problem is that some people, i will explain to them what they are like and well, how i see ways for them to grow happy, really, but they ignore me.
I can't escape myself, but i can hide from myself. Does that make sense? I hope so.
I want to lead the people with humanity left in them to a utopia, lead them in the light of the true god, and let them be happy. Not kill them, if you think that. But i understand a little fact: Some people don't want to be saved.
I have a blank face mask...carved a smile on it. No psycho...
Thank you. None of this is fake. None of it. no roleplay.
Also Archer is my name...
And my god is coming.

Aaaaand who is this god you are speaking of?

God. He is behind all religions. I'm not talking 'bout slenderman, just God. Ok? sorry. Didn't mean to bug you.

Oh you didn't bug me! I was just a little confused at your statement that's all. Thanks for clearing that up for me.

Welcome to the forum. Have a good time here. Like the others said, don't let them get to you, they are not worth it.

Enjoy your time here.

And don't mind the voices in your head.
Ignore them/embrace them, it's up to you. Just don't think you're not needed.

We are like a family welcome Archer enjoy your stay

Your title is Faust? A reference to the writer of MLP FiM Season 1?

Faust is my middle name and a comic and a Italian/German musical/legend about a man named Dr. Faustus who sold his sole to the devil for glory. And I believe that there is actually one god behind all religions. sorry if that offends you, but I do. I'm not sure if it's correct, but if it then that means something went wrong. Thank you for welcoming me, the voices have quieted for now but I can still feel them waiting for my moment of weakness.
They can try to take me, the sons of the heretic the devil, who serve only the pure essence of evil and destruction.
But they can only fail, for the truth is a cure to all.

I am a little late on the hello's, but hello. You are interesting, I can't wait to see you around more. Enjoy your stay.